Update

Thanks to everyone who contacted me about the unbloggable situation; I really do appreciate all of the support. The situation is still not anything I can discuss here for the same reasons as before - it's still in limbo & it's really not something that should be floating around on the internet for anyone to see (especially anyone else who is involved). However, I will say that I am not about to lose my job (as several of you asked); actually, the US has nothing to do with my job. Although things are slightly out of control at school (this deserves a post of its own), things are fine in that arena.

I also appreciate all of you who opened up to me about your own experiences with therapy (and I'm glad to hear so many of you have had such good experiences). My uncertainty still stems from the doubt that rehashing painful/negative experiences is actually beneficial. I've met with the therapist three times now and each time I've left feeling worse than I did at the beginning of the appointment. I also haven't felt like we've really accomplished anything; we haven't discussed anything that I haven't already said to my friends (or pseudonymously on the 'net). However, I do like ZaPaper's idea that mulling over the past is actually about being future-oriented. I'll give it a few more appointments and then reevaluate.

Other than the US that is threatening to completely change my life, I'm doing quite well. There are new episodes of Gossip Girl, the snow has all melted, I'm starting a kickboxing class with Diana in two weeks, AND I get to see the hotness that is Morrissey in person next weekend. What more could a girl ask for? ;)