I've spent most of 2011 wondering when things will stop being so damn hard. I do realize that life is a series of ups and downs, but normally there's also some middle ground. That middle ground is something that has been severely lacking since the start of the year. It's not that I'm completely despondent about my life, but I do feel as though the ratio of worry, sadness, and uncertainty is supremely out of balance with the happiness and contentedness parts. I feel overwhelmed, underappreciated, and insecure - the combination of which has left me in a bit of a funk. Maybe it's just a case of the winter blahs, or maybe it's something bigger - something that only a major shake up can fix.
Sigh. I think I just need a do over button. If I can't get that, I need something fantastic to happen... like a new job... or a cuddly puppy.
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...Let me know when you've found a 'do over' button. I think that the option of having one sounds superb...but I particularly like the idea that if you can't you need something fantastic to happen!
Still no do over button... but I'm still waiting on the fantastic. I haven't completely given up on it yet!
Maybe, then, the puppy?
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